It just gets worse each day doesn't it? my so called two bestfriends treat me like shit and rather be with a person i truly dislike. You know i have problems with him! Everyday we've argued and i'm sick of it! I've told use my mood fucks up quite alot but i guess you wasn't listening,i mean after all you've got your heads so far up his arse! Whats so speical about him? tell me!?
I feel so used by them,hurt,betrayed and hated. They wouldn't care if i did end,i mean after all they'll still have their heads so far up his arse!
We strangers to eachothers now! Everytime use try and contact me use start an argument and be all bitchy to me..
I really do hate sarcasm from use!The attitude you use on me is like you don't give a flying fuck!
I can't even trust use anymore! I even told one of them my disturbing mind and she promised to help me,bullshit! you rather just watch me suffer wouldn't you? it amuse use doesn't it? especially for him!
I even told use i've destroyed my arm and you still use your sarcasm on me!
Carving bitch into my arm,it just amuses use doesn't it? Now if he did it,you'd be all over him!
It hurts me alot and i don't know if i can take the pain much longer..
