i thought after loosing uncles , friends && best friends , arguments with "friends" wouldn't bother me , but do you ever have those times when you argue with everyone and then feel unwanted. well thats what im going through right now.

some one started a pathetic rumour that i was pregnant ,(when im cleaely not) , i find out who it is and have a go at them like any other person would do but then loads of others get involved and now im arguing with them too.

I carn take it anymore , im loosing so many friends , people are turning against me :/ I hate mylife so much , im arguing with parents, i got exams coming up , im self harming more and more , and everything seems to be getting worse . I dont think there is much point in be being here anymore :/

And to top it all off , my bestfriend cheeted on her boyfriend but wont admit it to him :/

life is too much too handle at once I HATE IT.

Most people feel sad feel sad for a reason. BUT lately I have been feeling hopeless and suicidal for no particular reason at all. Lot of times I feel like crying..but don't know why.

My life is not great, I have a decent school.. some good friends, and a non-supportive family.

My performance at school has dropped, I have lost interest in doing my work. The only thing I like doing these days is going out on my own..I have cut down on socializing because I rather get back home get ready and just leave and go out on my own.

I don't like discussing these things with friends or family because I don't want to be described as 'Depressed'. I don't want people to think I have mental problems.

I feel hopeless, discouraged and detached ....I sometimes wish I could fall asleep and never wake up.

I hate it , I hate being around people, I just want to be on my own but at the same time i dont want to stand out like a loner. Read more »

Well where do I start. I disgust myself. The scale claims I have lost weight but the mirror says I havn't, i have lost loads of weight , and it doesnt look like so ima keep going. 

I argued with my parents in the week , worst argument since the smashing of my other laptop (if you wanna know more read the other blog from a while back). The first thing I said to my parents when the argument kinda stopped was When we are kids , adults are meant to be our superhearoes right? I relize now they aren't because they've all turned on me. Mommy,Daddy.....little girls aren't supposed to want to die are they? this ended with me being chucked out for a few days but unfortunatly im back home. 

I hate spending time in the streets now as its summer here in the uk and my own hobby starts again hiding the scars and cuts is a sport of its own but Wherever I go, I feel like an outcast. I'ts like nobody would even miss me if I just suddenly disappeared. I'm NOT important.

When ever I look at my arms the only word that comes to mind is fail and I actually like it.  Read more »

youu just make my life hell , your a fucked up little slut who needs to leave me the hell alone you dont just randomly tell somone no1 loves you not evan your parents !! your a dirty little whore!! i hate our guts and your so messed up!! you go and delete me off sites so you can talk about me> why not just say it to me rather than to others? i hate people who talk about me behind my back and if you dont have anything nice to say dont say anything at all!! ii hate you so much that you make me think of killing myself to get away from your slutty behaviouur!  you get on my nervous and most other peoples!! you can not just bring someone randomly in to our argument!! tbh i think your pathetic stuck up , you need to get a life and stay away from me!! i think you need to get off this planet not me !! and i now this may sound mean but evan if you were on fire i wouldnt evan spit on you let alone PISS on youu !!! your a waste of time a waste of space and a waste of my breath , i never want to see you again !! i hate youu!!!!!!!!!!!