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Well, its 5 am, and I have been awake for a few hours now. My knee is swolen up to the size of a grapefruit and it is so painful I don't need my knife. I can't wait for my leg to be normal again so I can walk again, but at the same time I am glad of the pain. I can deal with the physical pain, and I get my release without having to cut. I know as soon as my leg is normal I will need my knife again. I tried to be nice to a woman today by offering her a coffee, but I was just met with laughter. I guess no one wants to deal with someone who is broken. It makes sense I suppose, after all, we live in a world where we just throw broken things away. Who wants to buy a package of eggs when one or two of them are broken. I just wish peopel could see me for who I am instead of this horrible meat shell. A sharp mind & clever wit mean nothing in a world where no one listens.

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Anon_I_am_is Blog entry published by 1 year ago ()

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AliceUnderWater AliceUnderWater

i will listen

1 year () (Permalink)

i agree with Shard. we willl always listen, we all have been broken at some point, and some of us still are.

♥ Alice

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Anon_I_am_is Anon_I_am_is

Thanks

1 year () (Permalink)

Thank you. It is hard sometimes living with the constant pain.

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shard_of_light (not verified)

We will listen

1 year () (Permalink)

We will listen to what you have to say, we understand what it feels like to be broken, we care about you.

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