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 So last week I relapsed after 22 days SI free. It's been four or five days since my last scratch. It is taking everything in me not to run off and scratch every day. My counselor said I can stop seeing her regularly (every 2 weeks (yeah, real effective)). She beleives me about eveything. That I don't SI anymore, that my stress level went down, that my friends are good. Honestly, I'm lying to EVERYONE i know (except for my friend (who also SIs) and anyone on SI.net. Everybody just accepts the lies.

 

 

                      So, are you lying to anybody? Are you open with people about SI? Do you feel like an alcoholic when you say how long it's been since you last self-injured?  leave a comment answering these questions.

 

                            XOXO-BandB

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blankandbleeding Blog entry published by 1 year ago ()

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I lie to most people.

I lie to most people. I have 2 friends who also SI, as well as another good friend who's known about my SI for a very long time, and they're the only ones I don't lie to. I lie to my parents, to any of my other friends, and anyone really. 

"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you." ~1 Peter 5:7

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