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I'm kinda liking the idea of suicide.  Tomorrow will be a month since I've cut. Wouldn't it be ironic to do it tomorrow? Sounds nice, huh?  The guy who originally saved my life is gone, well more like he's an ass, so why not?  Not like I have anything to live for.  

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Thanks.

Thanks guys.  Idk, I don't think I could ever go through with suicide, but to me it's always been a nice, peaceful thought.  Especially when I'm in that numb stage, idk it's just like it'd feel so great to just, die.  I mean, I already feel dead sometimes.  Ashtraylips- that's really neat. I always have enjoyed the simple things in life.  I always wanted to get married barefoot on a beach.  Simple, yet amazing.  Thanks for all the encouraging words, I just kinda needed to get everything out.  

"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you." ~1 Peter 5:7

i don't know if my words will

i don't know if my words will make a difference because (a) so many true things have already been said to try and encourage your spirit and (b) i have never been suicidal myself. however, please keep in mind every tiny little good memory you have. simple sensations, moments of beauty that always touch your heart no matter your situation. miniscule moments like a sunset, or the feeling of fresh grass between your toes. just realise every sensation you're giving up for something you truly don't know is any better or worse than the choices you have in life. 

best of luck~

Not worth it.

Do you really have nothing to live for? I dont believe that. No one i know who's tried to suicide and was saved still wishes theyd died. Dont do it-- you owe yourself this much. Today sucks, but tomorrow might not. Dont you at least want to give tomorrow a fair chance?

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Please don't

Pretty please. I admit that it may well be ironic, but it doesn't sound nice at all! Guys, well, they are asses sometimes, it sucks, but it's not worth dying over. There will be other guys, and there are plenty of things to live for, you just have to find them again.

Don't.

I know that this might sound hypocritical but please don't. Its not worth it. Suicide is something that ruins more than one person's life, trust me. It might seem like a good idea now, but its not. You need to have hope for the future, if you don't like what's going on now, than change, you don't have to end everything. Suicide leaves everyone with a deep sorrow that is not easily erased. I know that you feel alone right now, but still, you need to stay hopeful for the future. Things will get better.

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