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I haven't cut or done any form of SI for a little over 2 months, and frankly, I kinda miss it. My mom bought a new set of silverware today and it came with a TON of steak knives. My brother sarcastically stated that we didn't have enough and when mom replied with how dull our current ones are.  I wouldn't know, since I have never used our nice set for SI, but I do know that the set my mom has put away in a drawer is extremely dull.  I'm not going to give up now, not after 2 months of fighting and snapping rubber bands. I love how I have this one guy friend who is so supportive about all this, I'm actually talking to him right now about all this. I am happy about how long I've made it, but it never leaves my mind. I always think about it, think about going back, think about how my scars on my thighs prevent me from changing in the locker room. I guess I just had to get this out.  

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BrokenDreams Just something I need to get out. in Blog entry published by 2 years ago ()

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kjb21 (not verified)

i feel the same way! it's

2 years () (Permalink)

i feel the same way! it's been 2 or 3 months for me of not SI ing and i really miss it! I've been thinking about it alot lately to. Im craving it again in a way i haven't since the time i was deeply into SI. constantly on my mind to. this blog entry is like a piece of my mind lol. right down to how your worried about the scars on your thighs. gym is going to be a problem this school year isn't it?

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Summer

2 months is great! I'm so

2 years () (Permalink)

2 months is great! I'm so glad that you are still staying strong even after all of the temptation was put in front of you. Keep talking to that friend for that support, and keep up the good work. You should be proud.

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