I haven't cut or done any form of SI for a little over 2 months, and frankly, I kinda miss it. My mom bought a new set of silverware today and it came with a TON of steak knives. My brother sarcastically stated that we didn't have enough and when mom replied with how dull our current ones are. I wouldn't know, since I have never used our nice set for SI, but I do know that the set my mom has put away in a drawer is extremely dull. I'm not going to give up now, not after 2 months of fighting and snapping rubber bands. I love how I have this one guy friend who is so supportive about all this, I'm actually talking to him right now about all this. I am happy about how long I've made it, but it never leaves my mind. I always think about it, think about going back, think about how my scars on my thighs prevent me from changing in the locker room. I guess I just had to get this out.