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The last few days I've been wearing short sleeves in gym.  I don't know if anyone's noticed my scars, but if they have they haven't said anything. I really don't care anymore. They can think what they want. It's my life and my body and I'm going to do what I want with it.

I'm trying to convince my friend not to kill himself, and I feel so selfish doing it, because I feel the only reason I'm trying to convince him otherwise is so I don't have to go through the pain of him dying.  I mean, I know there are other people who care for him, but I feel that I'm just doing this for me. I feel like I do everything for myself. I'm so selfish.  

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BrokenDreams Blog entry published by 1 year ago ()

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madi_learning93 madi_learning93

Not selfish.

1 year () (Permalink)

You're looking out for yourself, yes, but you're also looking out for your friend. Even just talking to him about not doing it is help as well.

You don't need to feel selfish for punishing yourself- you're already hard on yourself enough as it is. 

The answer will find you. Be patient. 

Apathetic&Careless

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