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Life at my house.
I lost three pounds this weekend by not eating. I was so happy, I thought I could do it forever. Do you know how hard it is to not eat in my house? We always have junk, everyone is always eating and offering me junk. It's like they want me to get fat. No one here is really fat, but they're not all that skinny either. I'm probably the skinniest one, but I'm the most self-conscious one. You know what I had for supper tonight? Apple slices...dipped in frosting. I was just going to eat the apple, but my mom walked by, whispered "they're better dipped in frosting" and pulls a bowl of homemade frosting out of the fridge. What the hell? Who would even try dipping an apple in frosting? But it was really good...
I've taken two finals this week, and I'll be taking a few more before the end of the year. I'm really scared, because I know if I don't get A's in all my classes, my dad'll flip. My older brother has a C in Calculus and he's scared to let my dad know. I'm scared for him.
I'm hungry. I'm not going to eat...I'm not going to eat...I'm not going to eat...*sigh*

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house filled with food
1 year () (Permalink)yea my house is filled with found too and when i say food i mean like sweets and bread and a bunch of other randum foods. i feel so fat sometimes. i would stop eating but everyone freaks when i skip one meal and just end up in feeding me more food till i feel bloated.
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