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Hi people,ok,so a few days ago,my  uncle  raped me,it was late and he was drunk,he just came in and that was it.he said he'd kill me if i told,but,since that,i've been cutting myself more and more,and i've just been so depressed lately. i don't know what to do,i can't think of anyone to talk to,and,i'm ashamed.i feel it's my fault,and that i'm wortless for letting him do that.but i had no choice,he cam in with a knife and help it aginst my throat.i had stopped cutting and was clean for 3 months,but in just these few days,i've made like,28 new cuts all over my body,i'm out of space on my arms.does anyone have any suggestions if what i can do? i ran away from my uncle's house and am staying with a friend,she doesn't know,but i'm going to have to do something before i'm sent back.if anyone can please help me figure out what to do,i'd really appreciate it,i just can't think of any way to cope except cutting myself.i know i have to stop,but this just took me back to step one,so please,if you have any advice,please help me tr to deal with this.thanks

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brokenpieces what to do? in Blog entry published by 2 years ago ()

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brokenpieces

thanks

2 years () (Permalink)

thanks for the advice and help eryone,i really appreciate it,i told my friend and her mom drove us to the police station,so,i'm staying with them for a little while,untill i really know what's gonna happen.thanks for the nice words too,i hope things get better from here,but i know i'm gonna try to get clean again :)

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so sorry...

2 years () (Permalink)

i'm so sorry thathappend to you,i know you feel worthless,but you're not,your worth alot. i know you are scared but please,you have to tell,otherwise that sick bastard will keep doing this.and,it's not your fault,you didn't deserve to be raped by that bastard.and i know you're probably hurt and angry,but it's important that you stop cutting yourself,and tell your friend what happend,she might go to the police with you,or let you stay with her.i hope everything works out for you dear,and remembr,you are NOT worthless. god bless you

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Talk

2 years () (Permalink)

  You need to talk.  Please.  You're not worthless, never have, never will be.  I've been molested by my older half brother, never to the extreme that you have, but enough to get me to start SIing and hating myself.  So believe me, I know what it's like to be afraid, to feel scared, to feel sick.  Take it one step, one day at a time, and tell someone, anyone before that asshole does something again.  There will always be someone willing to listen to you.  I hope you'll be okay, may the gods watch over you and please, talk and blog back if this is helping you in any way. 

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stay strong

2 years () (Permalink)

i agree..u should tell someone..if you cant find anyone to tell or if ur too scared,, the least you need to do is stay away from that asshole. never go back to his house > EVER EVERR.  im sure theres people around who would help you- all u need to do is ask...as far as the cutting, just stay strong- take it a day at a time n remember- the scars only add to the problems..punch a wall- scream ur head off- go for a run- anYthing u can do to stay away from SI. hope all gets better..take care!

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BrokenDreams

Tell Someone.

2 years () (Permalink)

It's NOT you're fault.  It's never your fault.  You have to tell someone, someone who will tell someone who will get you at a distance from your uncle.  If you don't, it'll get worse.  He'll think he got away with it once, he'll get away with it again.  Tell a counselor or something.  Unfortunatly you're probably not in school, but you have to find someone, someone in charge.  You can't let this go on.  Tell someone. 

"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you." ~1 Peter 5:7

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