This month has just been terrible,i found a boyfriend,and he dumped me for my best friend 4 weeks later,my ex found me,and caused a domestic violence case,and C.P.S took my daughters away,crying and screaming.i was sent to a behavioral institution untill i could support myself and my kids,and,im failing school,again. i've been tardy 7 times,and missed 21 days all together.WHY DOES GOD HATE ME?? i've had some pretty bad times,but this is just crazy,i have
NO clue how to fix this mess,im out of the institution,but on heavy meds,and im only allowed to see my girls once a weekend,with supervision.This is bad,im going crazy without my kids,i know i complain sometimes,but im thankful for them,i miss not having a 4 year asking me a million questions a minute.and i miss my 3 month little girl.this is aweful,and so far,i've cut so many lines on my arms and legs,im running outta space.this is too much,i hate it :/




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