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I went to my yearly physical appointment. I was feeling okay until my doctor kicked my mom out of the room and asked me about my scars. She asked me about suicide and what happened in my past. All of these questions that made my face burn with shame. Then she left the room and talked to my mom. She told her I need counselling. And that I needed to see a psychiatrist for medication. I talked to my boyfriend about it. He agrees. He made me promise that I would go. I felt bombarded. He was the one person who should be on my side, and he's against me now too. He just started crying and said that he's worried about me and doesn't want me to die. I know its been really rough lately but I've been to therapists before and they don't help. I'm scared to take medicine. I was so depressed since the doctors but I'm starting to pull out of it. I don't know what to do, so can I please get some advice? I don't really know what I'm looking for just... an opinion I suppose.

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chelbug133 Blog entry published by 1 year ago ()

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to be fair, at least she asked you and wants to help. if she just skipped right passed that bit then what kind of doctor would she be. i hate doctors though, my one saw my scars and gave me a look like hell on earth. though i have no doubt that she is a devils henchman. your boyfriend, i think is scared to lose you and he just wants to save you from yourself. everyone wants to help and you should go to the psych but i would steer away from getting on medication because that could affect you in the future if you were to get a job. for example if i were to be diagnosed with depression, borderline or bipolar, there would be a slim chance of me being employed as a forensic scientist in the future so i try and stay away from doctors as much as i can. i dont know really if you want the help or not but for the sake of yourself i would take it.

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