My Life is okay, I have an amazing boyfriend and I love my friends, but since i dropped out of my course I feel so useless, so worthless. I have no money and i don’t do much apart from a maths course. Martin compliments me a lot, which i love and practically live on. His sweet words are what keep me going. Without them I’d die, I’ve been in that position before though, where I’ve wanted to die more than you can imagine, I thought it was the end. I couldn’t live without my friends.
I know i sound extremely depressed when I say all this shit, but seriously there is nothing “emo” about it, I’m a Rock N’ Roll fan & i always will be, but i’ve been so depressed since i finished school, that i can’t even begin to enjoy life even with the only things that keep me going.
Okay let me start again. I’m Kelly, I’m a Cherrytwin and I used to go to Queens Park High School, my mum suggested i quit before year 13 started and I thought, “yeah why not”. So i started college and then worked my way through a health & social care course. I became depressed & drank every weekend, sometimes until i collapsed on my bed and didn’t wake until the next morning. Read more »