So, 8th grade is finally over. I am moving on from three years of my past. The emotional pain was so great that the moment I got into my room, I fell to the ground crying. I bled more than I ever had before, yet I cut less. I want to just go back to the beginning and start over. I want to try to appreciate the friendships made so I can remember every inside joke ever made. I just do not want to say goodbye to my childhood. I don't want ti take advanced classes anymore. I just want to be allowed more time to spend with my friends. We have created bonds so close that not even the sharpest sword can cut them. I can't say goodbye yet. They are closer to me than my own family. I can't say goodbye yet.