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We had a party last night. 

Everything went great. 

Then this boy kissed me in the kitchen, said right after kissing me "Uhm, Sorry, this is wrong, sorry" and pushed me out the door. But kissed me again and again, always reacting like before.

 Later we slept on the floor because there were too many people. Slept beside a friend of mine. "Would you like to come over and cuddle a little bit?" I thought, well, just friends. Was very cold, by the way, so it felt good. This friend of mine loves my best friend, just to mention that and she does not want him. He began to touch me where nobody should touch somebody who is just a friend. I said "Look, you drunk too much and I don't wanna be a Lisa replacement." So he stopped.

The next morning this guy who kissed me in the kitchen kissed me again. Felt good I did not touch anybody for a long time. Then my best friend joined us, sat beside us on the sofa where we were lying together. Suddenly they forgot that I was there. Stupid as I am I asked If I should go and went into the second room to let them f*ck. 

 

 

It's not that I would love this boy, I don't even know him. It's just that I'm always the second choice when she is around. Not to mention that she broke up with her boyfriend the same evening and kissed a lot of boys while he was still around. All these boys she breaks always come to me to talk and cry and kind of use me to forget her. I can't stand beeing around her when other people are there, always feel like she is glowing and I'm dead.

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tiggz222 tiggz222

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1 year () (Permalink)

i think u sould definitly stop doing anything with that guy. also that u should stop hangin around someone who makes u feell so badly. if guys are just trying to use u dont let them. its definitly not worth it. i have been in this position alot. i have also put my friends through it. when they told me how they felt i told them i was extremly sorry. i stopped experimenting sexaully after that. i am still friends with them and i make sure that if i have a guy that i dont make them jeoulous and i make sure that they are fine with it or have a guy or something like that.

i think u should tell her how u feel and if she doesnt change then stop hanging around her.

stay strong hun. im here if u ever need to talk. :) <3tigz

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