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I wish I knew my full moon
Maybe then I would know what to do
I lose control of the careless beast
During my shapeshifting

It revives my old beaten passions
Though I can't explain these actions
Losing bits of myself I find
My body can't keep up with my mind

Running, running
Out of time so steal this opportunity
What use to be solitude
Fill it with more than it can contain
Hurry, hurry
Keep fabricating so many wonderous things
Achieve the most,the best
Sparks of brilliance
A super strength and power
 Most people couldn't fathom
So many pros and cons
I still complain

I'll use this to save a world
That ties to bring me down

Then the fire dies out
And it get so cold
Just leave me alone
And let me find
A guarantee out of this life

Sinking, sinking
Into the deep abyss of melonchaly
Darker shade than your usual blues
Bleeding, bleeding
In this state of a bitter, ruthless purgatory
Of only if I could show you

Again I'm wide awake
Something stronger than a drug
Runs through these veins
It seems I can do nothing but

Anticipating
Anxiously waiting
Anxiety is weighing
On my heart
I'm suffocating
It's so hard to breathe
These days I have no sleep

Not sure why or how
Then the fire burns out
And leaves me to face the cold
Even you can't help me now
I'll have to find a way on my own

I can't seem to handle this
Sos I welcome the silver bullets
With the intentions to help me through this
But they just leave me with deeper wounds
I'm at the mercy of my full moon

Maybe I'm just an animal to you
I'm sorry if I have bitten you
But I'm still human too
Somewhere trying to fight through

I just need you to wait for me
Be there for me patiently
Until I get more control of this part of me