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they cant do that..can they???

The other day,i cut myself,i did it in school and went on.after my homeroom,my teacher made me stay after and tell him what was "up".of course,i had no idea what he was talking about. he said that my 'behavior' didnt add up,like how im only at school maybe,3 or 2 days a week,unexplained injuries,and how im always wearing long sleeves. he said i couldnt leave untill i told him what was going on.he kept me in his class ALL day,he wouldnt even let me go to the bathroom without sending someone with me,he finally let me go at the end of the day,but theres no telling if he is gonna do it again,and,well,teachers cant do that!! can they? i mean,i have to go to my other classes,can they really keep a student becuase they think something is wrong? what does anyone else think?

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friction burn? anyone else tried it?

ok,so i tried this thing called friction burning,its like you take rubber,i guess,like from a pencil eraser,and just rub it on your skin,the skin peels and it leaves marks,i think im really the only one that does this,but maybe not,so have any of you guys ever done that? i do that,and cut with a blade,glass,once a broken beer bottle,but anyway,so if you've tried friction burning,i guess give me some advice on how to stop please and thanx

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facing the facts,my life

Ok,so im sick of hiding behind my lies,you know how lies get tangled up in a web,and you eventually get lost,and think you'll never find the truth again? thats me,im believing my own lies.so im going to start from where i am now.im a 14 yr old girl,im only good writing,but too shy to let people see it.im the girl that takes the blame for everything that goes wrong,which comes out with cuts and scars all over her arms and legs.im the quiet girl that shys away from people,and cant keep a conversation if my life depended on it.im the girl that gets teased becuase other kids saw the red lines and gashes,and now gets notes thrown at her and shoved in her locker,telling her to kill herself,with the occasional noose tied to her lock.i have parents,my mom and a step dad,my real dad died in the army when i was 5.i have a little brother and sister,and i have no clue where my mom is.im the girl that gets beaten everyday,by a stepdad that loves alcohol more then us. Read more »

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why am i so weird?

God! what s wrong with me? im such a screw up,tha's why he hits me,that's why i cut too. if only i could be a little closer to normal,then we might be a happy family again. i don't see why i can't make him happy,only vodka does,if  i could do something right,maybe he won't hit me as much,or mom would come from her "trip" and we'll go to the creek and laugh and play,maybe. but she's been gone for months,and he's not getting any better,every night,he's drunk,he's screaming,he's hitting,and im getting bruised up.not to mention the scars.i guess really all that i can do,is cut,and cover up bruises and black eyes,and pray that this stops soon,before we all get seriously hurt,and i kill myself,and hope she comes home.

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