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God! what s wrong with me? im such a screw up,tha's why he hits me,that's why i cut too. if only i could be a little closer to normal,then we might be a happy family again. i don't see why i can't make him happy,only vodka does,if  i could do something right,maybe he won't hit me as much,or mom would come from her "trip" and we'll go to the creek and laugh and play,maybe. but she's been gone for months,and he's not getting any better,every night,he's drunk,he's screaming,he's hitting,and im getting bruised up.not to mention the scars.i guess really all that i can do,is cut,and cover up bruises and black eyes,and pray that this stops soon,before we all get seriously hurt,and i kill myself,and hope she comes home.

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feelingsoalone Blog entry published by 1 year ago ()

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i hope you r ok (not verified)

hope you are ok

1 year () (Permalink)

it sounds like you're having serious problems at home,if someone is hitting you,you should tell someone who can help you,a docter,a teacher,anyone. i hope you realize that this is abuse,and you get help..and i dont think your weird,it's not your fault he hits you. i pray that you and yourn are safe

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Abby (not verified)

you are perfectly normal

1 year () (Permalink)

There is nothing wrong with you, why he hits you has nothing to do with you and cutting is your way of coping with your situation. It's just like any other coping reaction i used to cut myself as well so beleive me when i say that you are not weird and you are not alone.

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1 year () (Permalink)

 

I don't think there's anything wrong with you. But it sounds like there is something wrong with him. It is not your fault. Feel free to message me :) 

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