I fear coming to this site. Every time I visit I am forced to ask myself "Why?" Have I once again fallen victim to my blade? Am I en route?
It has been months since I last touched my blade, but not so long since forcing staples into my wrist, and obstructing my physical well being by other means. It frightens me to think that the urge may resurface, especially at times like these where mental stress runs high and confidence low.