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No matter how hard I try it just seems to get worse, bad karma for what?. On sunday I hung out with a guy I knew since we were lil tiny kids, i guess it was alright, for me anyways he just seemed bored? would be the word for it. I'm afraid that he will stop talking to me cause I'm not the prettiest girl in the world even though he tells me I'm beautiful ALOT :) sunday i think that migh have changed I don't know maybe it's just me and I'm thinking to much. I've had someone do this to me before maybe that's why i'm so worried. i just hope it's all in my head cause I like him.. I have bad aelf-esteem issues. I hope I get some kind of sign that tells me that it was alright and he had fun. when we did hang out sunday we stayed up watching movies, he had his arm around me and I had my head on his sholder :) please give me a (good) sign... I'm already depressed cause I feel like I'm lonely, wait case I am lonley.... ): ):