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Is it just me?
Is it just me or does life seem like a waiting room? You goof off all day until you have to go to sleep. I came upon this thought last night. I wait around all day till I can sleep again cause that's when I'm free and feel no pain. So what is life really? What's the point?
And I feel alone in my little bubble like no one understands a word i say because what I say is taboo in the world of society. Talking about SI and why I do it is a frowned upon subject and makes this waiting game that much harder. Is life meant to be miserable or did we distort it? Did we make life bad for ourselves? Did I make the pain I feel? Did I make the urge to SI? I don't know anymore. If I don't know what the point of life is why should i waste time thinking about things that might not even matter? It's like people who SI are the targets and everyone else is the enemy who gives up first is what life seems like to me.

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I spend all my time waiting,
1 year () (Permalink)I spend all my time waiting, I've practically given up doing anything else. I should get out, and make something of my life, but I don't. I don't think life is meant to be miserable, and I don't think we made it so either. I'm pretty sure most people here had something happen to them which changed them. Cruel people stole our happiness, and left us broken.
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Yes It Is
1 year () (Permalink)If life is a waiting room, then we need to bring our own magazines. the ones on the racks are so outdated we dont know the issues anymore. it requires no effort to pick up a dog-eared copy left behind from someone else. Its just junk when you could be doing something else with your time if youd only brought that novel you have in the bookshelf at home. Give a metaphor, get a metaphor =).
Your questions show that youre trying to understand life, and thats great. keep on with your journey and if youd like to talk im here.
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lol
1 year () (Permalink)lol that made me feel better thanks :)
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