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I hurt, every day. I cut myself mostly daily or I pull my eyebrows out..weird.. Here are some issues I need to get out:

Im in a relationship where I am abused, all types

My son who is 6 months old now, just had brain surgery back in december. we were fighting with the doctors for a lot time about his head growing in size. we were at the pediatricians all the time. finally they sent him for tests, they came back ok, just a little fluid on his brain, nothing big. we didnt like this answer. we then were scheduled for an mri. the mri showed blood on his brain. went to the childrens hospital and he had surgery the next day. they inserted a shunt from his head to his stomach to drain the blood. they tried to tell us we abused our child. he is mostly with the babysitter, all those tests came back good. they pretty much ruled it as due to traumatic birth..he was vacuum extracted for a little until it popped off his head. lots of issues went on there, i ended up w a c section and he was in the nicu bc they diagnosed me as chorio

ive been depressed since i was 11, and cutting since then too.

i see a therapist but she isnt the greatest but all i can afford since no insurance..

please someone help out? talk to me?