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confused.
my life doesnt suck. its actually fairly decent. but the times its bad i feel like its really bad. my emotions are constantly like a rollercoaster.. i can never stay happy for more then a week at a time. i dont sleep i dont really eat.. or i eat all the time. it jsut depends on the mood (which is always changing). i hate what i do to myslef. i feel stupid. i feel like this is kiddy stuff. im 21 years old.... shouldnt i be over this? please someone out there help me. i dont want to hurt myself anymore.

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Just like you!
3 months () (Permalink)I know how you feel. I am just like you. I'm 22 and I feel all the same things you do. I have everything that I need but at times I feel really bad. I'm always jumping from one emotion to another one. One minute I'm happy the next I could be very distant. Next time, I'm angry or sad. I don't understand why I'm like this. but I'm glad I'm not the only one to admit it. I really don't know what to do. With all these emotions, it causes me to hurt myself constantly. I want to stop, but i dont really know how to.
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picking at skin...
4 months () (Permalink)hi my name is t42 and I'm a scratcher and bleeder. I am sitting here tonight bleeding from my hand.A safty pin was used and I got relief from my grief for a moment after hurting myself. I am frightened to tell my doctor as he may 'put me away' and I don't want that. I am an intelligent person with an active social life. I feel I need support and understanding as my partner doesn't. Help!!
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it ok
4 months () (Permalink)it seem like u may be bi-pola if its spelt like that ?? but ask ya doc about your mood being up n down and only tell the doc about the cutting if u feeling ok with it
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