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Honestly.
Printer-friendly versionI have lost all sense of stability. I let everyone down, including myself. I don't want to be close to anyone anymore, it just hurts me. I just hurt everyone around me. I don't feel much anymore, but when I do, it's an explosion. I can't take this anymore, I don't want to be living anymore. I've given up, my wekaest point; and I'm fine with that.
I can't be good anymore, I can't progress. I can't help anyone, I just fail everytime. This is the worst pain I feel, this is the worst thought.
Too much, at one time. it's just a waste of fucking time. Life is a waste of fucking time.
I thought I just had something good, but I don't. I have fake, and unreal in my life. Like always. That is all that is going to be. No one fucking gets it. No one ever will.
I'll push you away, so it hurts less.
Blog entry published by 2 years ago ()
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I get it.
2 years () (Permalink)Yeah I totally understand how you feel.
.All the little pieces falling shatter. Shards of me too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
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2 years () (Permalink)I honestly understand what you're feeling. I would have wrote those exact words.
If you need a natter, message me (:
I hope you're feeling slightly better... :/
Allie x
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