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For you, mom.

 

Mom,

      I just really need to get a few things out right now, and most of my problems seem to stem right from you. I can’t talk about this with you because every time I try to you just blow me off or don’t take any of it seriously, and I’m sick of feeling rejected.

       I’m far from the perfect daughter that you want me to be, but please know that I try my hardest every god damn day to live up to your standards, you just don’t make them reachable. Apparently my sister can reach them, though. How does that work? She was pregnant at sixteen and hardly got any exam results, yet you love her so much more than me, don’t you? I know that you say that you love us all equally and that you have not favourites, but from where I’m sitting that’s a complete lie. Read more »

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maybenexttime09 For you, mom. in Blog entry published by 2 years ago ()

Newbie.

Hey, I guess :)

I'm kinda new to this so if I saw something weird or stupid, which I'm most probably going to do, then please don't hate me.

My name is Angelina Clive, but almost everyone I know calls me Angel. I'm 15 years old and have been a cutter for roughly three years, so... since I was 12.

I've had an account on here for almost a year now but I've never actually used it. I come here all the time and read what other people are talking about and saying but I've never actually participated.

I've been in and out of counseling for most of this year, but apparently I'm now 'cured' and can go on to lead a normal life, much to the delight of my mom. Ignorance really is bliss, huh? Read more »

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