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I promise to...

  • spend money on Dermablend instead of food in college
  • lie about my hydrogren peroxide and rubbing alcohol stash.
  • constantly be paranoid about where i hide/toss my bandaid wrappers.
  • buy boardshorts and never wear my onepiece again.
  • forever change in the gym bathroom stalls.
  • fabricate a nervous tick of pulling down my shorts.
  • flinch when people make fun of cutters.
  • always be thinking of cutting.
  • have a panic attack thinking about having a roommate in college.
  • snap at my doctors because i will not on your life remove my pants.
  • make sure everyone is aware previously of my 'nosebleed condition' that only happens when no one is around. yeah... that one.
  • wear pants to bed no matter how hot it is.

I promise these things to my razor blades, because who else would want them?

---A/N, anyone have something to add to the list, or something to revise?

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navyvictor Blog entry published by 1 year ago ()

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shard_of_light (not verified)

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1 year () (Permalink)

 

I promise to...
* eat properly every day
* always tell the turth, no matter what
* go out and buy a tiny bikini
* allow my doctor to see my injuries

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kjb21 (not verified)

:)

1 year () (Permalink)

im glad you have positive promises!!! im hoping i will get there someday...when im ready. but good for you:)

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shard_of_light (not verified)

I haven't exactly kept any of

1 year () (Permalink)

I haven't exactly kept any of those promises yet, but I'm seeing my doctor today, so maybe I'll get one of them done.

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kjb21 (not verified)

my promises

1 year () (Permalink)
  • i promise to always check other people's arms and legs for scars even if i don't realize im doing it
  • i promise i will always think of cutting, even when im *sober*
  • i promise i will never let my family see my scars because im too ashamed
  • i promise to always keep my supplies in order for fear of losing them
  • i promise to lie to my parents when they ask how im feeling
  • i promise that i will be once and addict, always an addict

wow. this really made me think about alot of things i promise myself without realizing it. not sure if i like it or not lol

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ganna be judged no matter what ganna be judged...

my promises

1 year () (Permalink)
  • I promis to freek whenever anyone goes in by room because I'm afraid of what they might find
  • I promis to never wear skirts again
  • I promis to learn how to lie to the ones I love so I never have to explain this to them and see the look of disapointment on there face

alot of yours hit realy close to home the boardshorts and doctors ones above the rest but most of them on somelevel 

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Summer Summer

Promises

1 year () (Permalink)

Promises of my own:

  • I promise to love you, my blades, more than anyone else.
  • I promise to come to my blades in my times of need.
  • I promise to cry or hyperventilate when I think of losing my blades, and the relief they bring.
  • I promise to chip away at myself, with the help of my blades.
  • I promise to wish for something better, but keep crawling back to my blades.

By the way, this was a great idea, very thought provoking.

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