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Today Brittany Murphy died. I'm just tired of people dying.

It makes me think ! Like when its time for my family to die whats will happen to me I dont want to be screwed and all freaking fucked up . I don't want to feel like my world has to end or cry. So I thought If you didn't love your loved ones and hated them instead it would be easier. I just took the whole thought out of my head, from now on Im thinking about the present I'm living in the hour. Huh this Christmas im gone im going to get fuckued up for a whole 2 weeks ima get high drunk probally pop some E peels I dont no Im just happy for whats to come in the next. Im so freaking excited, I need this vacation. My mother has been kind of ugh. I said I was not going to argue with any of my family and that I was going to listen to whatever they wanted me to do I've been doing a great job. So here comes her meaty ass bothering me she fucking cuts her toe nails and throws them at my face I got so mad I started punching the wall, My hand got super fat the were all bruised ! Okay I just wanna say I blame no one for my mistakes I blame no one for all the sick shit that has mad me this way. I mean I made me this way I did this shit to myself, I make my life hell I just dont want to blame anyone, When I was young I let my mother hit me, I let my causent molest me I could tell someone instead of suffering alone, I like it this way ALONE!