Wow. So Monday,which also happened to be Self Injury Awareness Day,made 6 months since the last time I cut.I can't remember the last time I was this proud of myself.I've never gone this long before.I'm feeling a lot stronger and I've got some amazing friends who simply will not allow me to fall into old habits.I still can't believe it.6 whole months.That's half a year.I told one of my best friends about and he was really proud too.I told him I was going to throw a party at the one year mark lol.He said I actually should and he said I should also throw a party at the 9 month mark.He said in this amount of time I could have almost created a human life.In a way I think I have created a life.I'm recreating my own life.Putting everything back together and slowly getting myself to where I need to be.In essence,I am being reborn:)

I mean nothing to him.We're not really friends.He just talks to me out of pity.Well he can go fuck himself.I was right the whole time.He never fucking cared.I could tear myself to pieces and he wouldn't even blink.