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I Seem to be Sinking

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It's been almost a year since the last time I cut. I'm honestly considering going back to it once I hit the one year mark. I'm sinking back into my depression. Things were going so great. Things still are great but I'm constantly being beaten down by this overwhelming sadness. I can't think about anything other than how badly I want to cut. I just want to make it to a year just to prove that I can. That, in my eyes, is beating it. Then I can just do whatever and everything will be ok. I just want to be ok.

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Pretty_Hate_Machine Blog entry published by 1 year ago ()

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yeah.... i hate that... lik

yeah.... i hate that... lik you stop for so long, but then stuff starts to come back. you think its all gone, but its not. i know i wonder if it will ever go away completly. if i'll ever not feel the urge..

Exactly

I always wonder if there will ever come a day when cutting won't even seem like an option anymore.

<3 i'm glad i took the time

<3 i'm glad i took the time to read this.

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