the creative team lol22 weeks 6 days ago work drives me crazy,,,,,, company meeting and im thinking about the shiny relief i have clutched in my hand the whole time im speaking. am so ashamed that i just lie and laugh about it. sometimes i think i should try a new profession.. so useless when im addicted to the abuse. # of Views: 40 / Comments: / Tags: No tags. |
gone for awhile, never far away24 weeks 2 days ago what is recovery anyway? a stretch to reach a point of normality, im not fucking normal, i lie to myself everyday. can't find an end skye # of Views: 78 / Comments: / Tags: No tags. |
judgements1 year 7 weeks ago The judgements that follow,,,,, sigh.................... through days of investigation, interrogation the arrows all pointing to scars on my wrists. People want to understand, but never listen. People want to describe why? but have no idea what are the true reasons. I hear archaic ideals of "seeking attention" ........... sigh again ,,,,... # of Views: 118 / Comments: / Tags: No tags. |
blades, SHINY SHINY, stinging, burning, smiling,...1 year 9 weeks ago always so happy, so excited, the second before. "gonna let it all out" im pissed, so fucking pissed. "so shiny and attractive" it always helps. then nothing. Tearing through the paths of all the previous scars. the first sight of crimson sparks arousal, then nothing, the drips to the floor and down my arm mesmerize me. "im euphoric... # of Views: 148 / Comments: / Tags: No tags. |
inferiority1 year 9 weeks ago i've been caught in a craze for the last few weeks. My first real post here since i moved from my previous SI site. I can't stop the cutting. am fully triggered and off. cutting no less than five stripes per day. this has been the routine for close to a month now. my wrists are a total mess, scar on top of scar on top of scar. I can't wear... # of Views: 135 / Comments: / Tags: No tags. |
