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Venting whiner
I'm going crazy..even more than i already was. Everything is stressing me out. I'm on edge with literally e-v-e-r-y-t-h-I-n-g. I'm starting to have this anxiety problem, I get so worked up sometimes it's too much, like everything inside me is begging to pop out of my skin. My eyes water I shake and I can't breathe. Today I had one of these attacks n now I'm like great the last thing I need is to find out there's more involuntary things in my life. Ugh I already relapsed-twice, Im so disappointed in myself. I was trying really hard n of course I fucked that up too. I'm a freakin MESS with everything in life. I feel like Everything I touch shatters and it's all my fault. If I was just better at things..I don't even know what I'm aiming for-just better at all of it, hell being better at ANY of it would help.
This sux.
I hate myself right now.
Im weak and I'm a failure.
This blows.

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