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I hate being home. I hate my family and my stupid life. I can't do this anymore, I got a knife next to me and I want to use it so bad...I just don't know what to do anymore, I've put up with the crap from my family and people at school and mt crappy life for 15 years and I can't do it anymore. I want out of this, out of everything. Not like there's a point anyways. I'll just end up dead eventually right? So why not now, why does it matter? I'm just so confused and depressed and angry right now I can't even think, I don't know what to do....

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IsabelleMcD IsabelleMcD

Just seconding what

1 year () (Permalink)

Just seconding what BrokenDreams said - please don't give up..

I promise however had things seem now, it will get better. It may take a while and it may be hard but I promise you can change things. Please think of the future you could have and don't throw it all away. Think about everyone around you who this decision would affect.

What you said about everyone ending up eventually is true but it's not about that - it's about the journey we take and the experiences we have. Please don't throw all your oppurtunities away..

I am here if you need to talk <3

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BrokenDreams BrokenDreams

Don't end your life.  That's

1 year () (Permalink)

Don't end your life.  That's one of the worst things you can do. I'm going to be straight, it's selfish.  You're not thinking about anyone it would effect.  you may think no one would care, I used to think that, but then I thought about my little cousins that can't go a month without calling me or having a sleep over. And the few friends I do have, they have SI problems too, ending my life would make them want to end theirs.   Just whatever you do, know the suicide is not the way out.

"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you." ~1 Peter 5:7

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Please don't...

1 year () (Permalink)

Please don't use it. It sounds like you've passed that line from self-injuring to suicidal thoughts. Please call 1-800-suicide if you don't have anyone else to talk to. Hope exists - it's real and it's for you. I called out to Jesus when I was in despair and if it sounds "religious" sorry, but Jesus made such a difference in my life and that's for you, too! Please get help, find someone who cares. I hope you get this. I want you to find hope and I only know you from a few words on the internet - find someone in real life who will care even more and be able to be there for you.

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Okay, if this goes through

1 year () (Permalink)

Okay, if this goes through twice, I'm sorry. I think it ate my comment but I'm not sure. If you don't know what to do try not to do anything permanant. It really sounds like you're suicidal and if I'm wrong, Im srry, but I hope you'll find someone who cares - there's 1-800-suicide if you don't feel like you can trust anyone in real-life. I know it sounds kinda hokey and religous but the only way I make it through is because of Jesus. He's given me a reason to live. Hope exists and it's for you. Please keep looking for hope.

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