title says it all. i feel like i've lost hope. im just sitting here, no emotion, staring at this screen. i dont even want to type this, but ive gotta do something. i promised a friend i wouldn't cut or kill myself, but i want to break it so bad.
he doesnt realize it, but hes the only one i have. my best friend, but it feels like we're so far away. not just the distance, but everything. what do i do? im so depressed
my mom rarely looks at me anymore. and my bro ignores me like im nothing.
i havent eaten anything in almost a week. havent told anyone that yet. and what i have eaten ive thrown up. my life is going nowhere.. im such a wreck.
i just want to feel wanted.. i just want to feel not so.. alone. i dont know if i can last much longer. i rly dont..