So me & john broke up cause i kissed someone else & it was a mistake .. at first he forgave me & stuff .. but then he started to ignore me to the point of me self-harming myself . ik its stupid , but its true .. i cutt because of a boy . so that was in july , & now its october .. i found out hes got a gurlfriend .. ik ive moved on .. but still a part of me that still is in love with him .. & he moved on . i just broke down in tears .. i still am right now . like it hurts .. now i wanna just die cause ik he doesnt love me anymore & never will again . im sorry for what i did .. everybody knows that .. but i cant help but cry my eyes out .