I have a plan, and I have had enough. I am so tired of being alone, watching these couples kissing on benches and how skinny their perfect bodies are. I am so sick of my parents blaming me of everything, deciding I am the problem.
I need someone just to hold, accept me with my scars, kiss my tears away, and to tell me everything will be all right. I don't want to sound desparate but I am.
I am so freaking alone in this world.
I have tried God, hobbies, everything and right now I am dying to cut but my mother took my razors away.
They all think I'm just fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm scared, I think I might hang myself in my bedroom, maybe find a butcher knife and slit my wrist deeper then I have ever gone.
I don't KNOW!
I want to know who I am.
I need to know.
I just want to be wanted.
I'm all alone.
I'm not joking, I hope all those bullies are happy.
Lets see if I live a week...
P.s I am freaking crying at 3:44 AM. Great right?