Hi my name is Jordan Warren. i am 16 and have been cutting since the 7th grade. it started out so small just a few scratches on my wrists but it gradually grew spreading like wildfire throughout my arm. i had been doing good i hadn't cut in a week although the last time left scars. but last night i snapped. my arms are covered i noticed that its not just my arms anymore but also my legs, shoulders and chest. its get worse and i cant stop it. no matter how much i want to stop, i cant, it helps me its the only way i can cope. its a part of my life now. a part of me doesn't want to stop its needs it but another part knows its not good that i am hurting my self that i need help. my parents wont listen to me. they say that I'm just seeking for attention and that they wont respond to my negative behavior. they say I'm crazy that only sociopaths do this. i have recently lost my best friend. we were friends since the 4th grade she was the only person i could talk to. but she found a girl thats more like her. shes never done any of this. shes pure she innocent and i want her to stay but i wont make her i want her to be happy. i feel so alone in this world I'm 16. its not like i have a job or a consolers i can pay to help me. so i started looking up help for Si but the first step was always to confide in someone you trust. i have major trust issues. i need someone to listen and understand my story. and i found you. can i trust you? can you help me?