It was really sort of strange, waking up today. It was almost as if my lungs were full of...something...it felt like a kind of vapor. And in my head I could see that it was. This black velvet smoke was swirling around in there, and I wanted it out, out out out, so I went straight to the drawer and pulled Him out and when I drew on my leg, nothing came out. Not even my red. I could only see this white underneath. My white was showing but my red woldn't come out.
So when I woke up, for real this time, there I was in my bed with Him next to me and red on my leg and on my comforter. Maybe I fell asleep with Him in my hand.