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Not the Same

“I hear so many stories about how we need to suffer. We need to feel pain to live, to grow, to become stronger. But everytime  I need pain, everytime I break my promise I feel like I’m dying,  I see the blood I feel like I’ve gone back to the start and when the sting eventually comes I’ve never felt so weak, not because I cut myself but because I didn’t have the strength not to.”

 

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Not the Same in Blog entry published by 11 months ago ()

Only for a while...

You can't always be strong.

Tonight's where I lost it.

My strenght failed me, I fell into tears, and my old ways.

I couldn't take this never ending pain, that's constantly eating away at me.

II lost the fight.

The fight between myself and my emotion.

The fight between myself and my pain.

The fight between myself and my blade.

I have no idea how long I can keep this up...

There must be some way, to stop feeling.

To stop feeling pain, and every terrible thing.

Even if it's only for a little while.

There must be a way...

Do you know the way?

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