Yeah, that’s true. I often think that I still cut now to try and prevent me from suicide. Sometimes, I think it’s just because I want blood, and others….I guess I just want the pain and satsification of being in control of something in my life.
I swore I was going to stop. I swore I was going to do everything I can not to do it. But now, my grandfather - my best friend - is back in the hospital. I don't know if I can fight the temptation anymore.
I Can't Wait in Blog entry published by Anonymous (not verified) (March 28, 2014) and last modified on .