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i never got the nerve to record this because the lyrics aren't exactly something i'm proud of or wanted recorded. 

feedback is welcome. 

it never occurred to me while it was happening until i knew
that it's something that i'd always known about you but never respected

and you built a wall / around / yourself
to protect you from people like me
you think i don't know, 

but i do; oh, i do
i just don't know if i'd like to
and i used to see you
in a different light, in a different time, but now
but now

and now that it's happening, it's easier than i had assumed it at first
but it's getting more frequent and i'm running out of free space to hurt

and it flows out easier than i'd hoped
cutting in deeper with slowing effects
you think i don't know, 

but i do; oh i do
i just don't know if i'd like to
and i used to see you 
in a different light, in a different time, but now
but now

and the more that i do
the harder it gets to hide the marks
and the more that i choose
the harder it gets to tell someone
and the more that i do 
the more the blade just takes control
and the more that i choose,
the more i become you

oh i do, i just don't know if i'd like to
and i used to see you
in a different light, in a different time, but now
but now, i'm you
and it doesn't make me sick until i'm through.