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I am 15 years old, and I've cut since I was 13. I started cutting becuase I was getting abused and by hurting myself, I was incontrol of my own pain. At first I could manage it. Maybe once a month or twice, at the most. But now I'm not controling it, it's controling me. I can barely go more than 2 weeks without cutting. I feel so alone when I don't cut. My only friend it feels like is my knife. I've been clean from for 4 and a half months from drugs My choice of drug was Oxy-contin. But cutting, it's far worse than any drug I have ever done. I've been in and out of crisis and inpatient for 4 months. I'm truely trying to stop, but sometimes it feels like I can't. right now I am two weeks clean and the urges are worse than ever.

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LoveXoxo Creativity - Personal Story/Recovery Story published by 2 years ago ()

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I hope that you can stick it

2 years () (Permalink)

I hope that you can stick it through. I know it's hard but I'm sure you can get through it. Good luck!

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