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where to bloody start .......... well i was born for one in to imperfect world but its the only one we got

well in all let start at when i was born it was good i guess till i was 17 month's old when i got (that lovey thing that fack's up ur life)

called wait for it .... meningitis so coz of that i now have lots worng with me here some that i have read below.

• Memory loss / difficulty retaining information / lack of concentration
• Clumsiness / co-ordination problems
• Residual headaches
• Deafness / hearing problems / tinnitus / dizziness, loss of balance
• Learning difficulties (ranging from temporary learning deficiencies to long term mental impairment)
• Epilepsy / seizures (fits)
• Weakness, paralysis or spasms of part of body (if permanent, sometimes called cerebral palsy)
• Speech problems
• Loss of sight/changes in sight

but lucky for me i only have these's

• Memory loss / difficulty retaining information / lack of concentration
• Clumsiness / co-ordination problems
• Residual headaches
• hearing problems /  dizziness, loss of balance
• Learning difficulties(ranging from temporary learning deficiencies to long term mental impairment)
• Weakness, spasms of part of body
• Speech problems
• changes in sight

so im lucky relly so then when i was able to walk and talk my mum's other son like to kick the fucking

crap out of me so it was ALL good (if u like being beat up all the time) happen from the age of two onwords

when i was about 3 or 4 i was then diagnosed with dyslexia and dyspraxia

(note im useing google and spell cheaker to fix most of my spelling)

here's a list of thing that happed to me what i know of

 at some point i seen some sweety that my mum was taking (mediation)so had my tummy pummed out

had my thumb trapped in some big metal doors lucky it happed at the doctor's  and lost my thumb nail

fallen down the stair a lot

playing out side and stud on a needle but lucky  didnt catch anything

so thats my life so far befor i was  5 yea's old

so for the next 5 years of what i remember about school was crap i didnt understand anythingabout what they was on about  so i was streed

out so i puched my self or kick or had temper tantrum's as must kids then i got lucky my mum and dad got me out that school and in to a diff on

witch was better to some what vut i made some new friend's and one boyfriend and a lot of girlfreinds witch no one at the time now lol and had

some good techer's (note that was a nice good caring school witch the govament had shout down) when i was about 9/10 i think

time for my 3rd primary school and last

i was there for 2 years and had some good friends at the time (talk about them so called mates later)

so here's where it goes down hill again so after month's there i was bulled and then made a gang and

bulled the bully's, so then we fond out that scholl was closeing down, and then it was closed down

and taken down brick by brick and rebuilt, tbh it  needed it!  but not the point lol

 start of high school number one

it was a big school but it was full of chav's (bully's)and each year had 3 set of class's

3 lot of year 7,8,9,10,11 and was 12 to15 pupils in each set and u allways ran in to a bully

so i got bulled a lot  at  Recess (break)  so i hide and in the library's or els where

so that was on and off for about 2 years then i give up and had vodka in to school with me

hopping to get kicked out or some shit but it didnt work,,,,,,

and in year 9 had two in growing tow nails so that hurt a lot so was off school for a week

wow  then my mum and dad realized i was not happy with the school

after i come home piss wet thow coz a techer pushed me into the shower with my clothes on

was being bulled a lot not doing any home work not doing as i was tolled in class

skipping lesson

then i was out of school for 6 month,

death in the family

on day my brother gone off to his mate as allways and didnt come home

he was killed by his so called best mate who i hate anyways

dont want to relly talk about this tbh

last high school witch was a all boy's high school

(funny fact for u it was also my 2rd primary school witch was shut down and re-opened as a boys high school)

so in my new high school i keeped to my self for over 6 month then started taking a bit didnt get on with anyone relly

so i was bulled yet again in this school past out when it was snowing and coved in snow

hit and made fun of for a year of hell then i black-out and lashed out

so then that school finish then came collage and couase

i will finish more of this another time