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Self injury; I hate you and I love you. Your my pick me up, the way i get high now. With out the white morsels of cocaine and pills in my system, your my only relief.

I cry about you, mourn over you in some sick, selfish way like you were a dear friend-perhaps even a lover. My skins burns, yearning to feel the caress of such a beautiful, sharp blade. This is the way I release one of the only things i feel. I need to rip my flesh off with a knife, I need to stop and start loving my self again.

Selfinjury; I love you and I hate you. Your the reason why I sink to such lows, the reason why I dont always love my self. With out the white morsels of cocaine and pills in my system, I have no choice but to face you and try to stop. but every time I get a little closer, every time I start feeling happy again, you rear up deep in my mind-forcing back to where I started.

One day i wont need you...

 

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rachel1213 Creativity - Poem published by 4 months ago ()

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AliceUnderWater AliceUnderWater

One day

3 months () (Permalink)

One day, you can beat this. No.
One day, you can triumph. No.
One day, you won't need SI. No.
Now, you can beat this.
Now, you can triumph.
Now, you don't need SI.
Now, you are strong enough.

♥ Alice

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