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There’s nothing different… Nothing wrong either.
So why do I remain unconvinced?
People say they try to change for the better,
for some reason I’m drawn towards changing for the worst.
I can complain, and complain, and complain,
About how I fall,
how I fail,
How I think I deserved it all.
(The worst.)
You can disagree and fight with me.
But there’s nothing.
No perfect setting for this conversation,
For these words.
I sit and scream (oh so silently)
“I want it all to GO AWAY!”

Yet I know it won’t.
I sit there, say things I probably shouldn’t.
Act like I don’t care.
until it comes to your indifference.
I can’t hide from you like I used to.
(Or was I ever able to?)
I don’t know why I’m writing this.
Noone ever listens (PAY ATTENTION)
But can you see my cry for “Help” within these words?
Forget It.
I want to.
I bet you do too.
So lets sit here and pretend
Ignore this elephant in the room.
our problems the dust swept under the rug.
Isn’t this so fun?
I’m invisible
I am nothing.
You can’t see through those facades.
Stop pretending.
GO AWAY!
no..come back.
I never meant to hurt you.
Forgive me for my mistakes?