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1.  You abandoned yourself,
     At the water's edge.
     A Black shadow,"
    Undiluted by the sun's light.
    A baby's cry, the
    lovers shriek.
    With pleasure or
    With pain? And who would know?
    A whispered question
    A laughed comment,
    At how you fell.
    (How you fall?)

 2. The bed is soft,
     Go lie down in it.
     You made it,
     Did you not?
     With blood-stained sheets,
     spit-stained pillowcases.
     Oh how disgusting!!
     Yet you go to it,
     You lie down, and you sleep in it.
     Oblivious to the filth.
     You live among rubble.
     In a dilapidated house,
     Oh, Dear, It's missing it's roof.

 3. Can't you see, see, see?
    Have you lost your sight,
    your mind? Your will (to care)?
    You left sanity behind.
    It's somewhere in the past.
    You care not.
    Not for you, me, or
    This house.
    It's a wonder you're alive,
    Alive and well.
    Maybe not?
    Should questions go unanswered?
    Shall I leave this run-down house?
    You speak of memories.
    Words noone wants to hear.
    About suckled breasts and shame.
    Love, you have gone too far.
    Sik moans, beer in your belly,
     It allows you not to care.
     Untill you remember it.
     The next day you drown in despair.

4.   Insomniac's boredom.
     ou brood until dawn.
     Open-eyed dreams of the things you've lost.
     As tomorrow bangs on windows.
     You're running from those dreams,
     with those images.
     You cannot bare to see,
     Yet you watch it like it's a car crash.
     The music in you're ears,
     Distracts you from reality.

 5.  Does she want you?
     She thinks you befriend prostitutes.
     (Sure you fucked two guys.)
     You think she thinks you're a whore.
     You think she want you to leave.
     (Well, hell, she acts like it, everytime you're near.)

 6.  You want to run
     Your feet are stuck in the mud.
     Oh, girl, you vomit on the floor.
     you're blood fell too. You're beautiful.
     can't see you all the time.
     But I know you.
     You're ingrateful, and rediculous.
     You're stupid and worthless.
     You're terrible and beautiful.
    You're MiNe!
     And you're starver.
     You're FAT, don't eat.
     You're angry, you're sad.
     You are fucked up.
     You've admitted tihis all.
     As the moon hooked your heart.
    You've dreamed of love.
     Experienced only once.
     Lust was your constant
     companion. With you since age four.
     Come on, dear one,
     Fall apart with me.
   Abandon yourself at the water's edge.
     You're nothing but a shadow.

 7. A shadow used.
    Used, beaten. Made a doll.
    Porcelain.
    You're the color of the moon.
    You've been darkened,
    To the inky black of sky.
    You are contradictions.
    The shadow of the moon.