Self-Injury Songs - Children of Bodom
No flickering light at the end of the path
Confront repressions of the past
Fear... Prevail... Insanity... Obey!
Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety
No matter where I am, I'm alone
My dreams are shattered
into thousand running tears
The tears keep dripping down, down,
down, deep down from my veins
I'm walking towards dead end and I'm walking all alone
Two steps behind insanity
There's no starlight guiding my way through this downward death row
Soon will be the time I have to go...
Little by little the end is drawing near
Another night and so little blood to spare
(Ya can hurt me... but ya can't possess me ´Y know...)
Kill me, hurt me, fuck me, rape me, you won't have me!
Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety
No matter where I am, I'm alone
I'm crying outloud
the tears of blood I bleed
so fuck the world,
I'll go now, I don't care.
(Who cares?)
I'm walking towards dead end and I'm walking all alone
Two steps behind insanity
There's no starlight guiding my way through this downward death row
So now is the time I have to go
-0. Towards dead end
~
A glance to my eyes deep within reveals this worn-out warrior's mind
I'm killing you by suffering, discomposure of a deepest kind
In the night I crave to feel your breath
and your Touch Like Angel Of Death
In the dawn I'm in chains of bestial rage
and forced to make you dead
The chains get tighter around my throat
I can give you no love only dead-lift of pain
In the dusk of evening I tuck you up with feather
forever I'll stand by your side
In the twilight of night I'm laughing
while stabbing you hundred and thirteen times
Can't you see I am evil double-edged razor
child of eternal hate
To torment you like a motherfuckin-whore
I'll make you cry forever more
I'd crawl through broken glass to you
and your name is written in my very flesh
With the knife I'm still longing to use
In the night I crave to feel your breath
and your Touch Like Angel Of Death
In the dawn I'm in chains of bestial rage
and forced to make you dead
In the night I crave to feel your breath
and your Touch Like Angel Of Death
In the dawn I'm in chains of bestial rage
and forced to make you dead
In the dawn I start to love your ways
such Like Angel Of Death
In the dawn I'm laughing while cutting you
hundred and thirteen times
-0. Touch like angel of death
~
Loosing the war I'm feining to win
though I never tried to to strive deep from within.
Life could be beautiful for anybody it's for
But I'd swear this mothafuckin' shit is rotten to the core.
The portal has been past and it's time to make a turn
To Follow The Reaper until the point of no return.
When your blindly death-raying blade
Weeps the griefs and fears away.
I cross my heart and hope to die
Thy freedom will be mine.
Sinking down in the ocean of severe emotions.
Grab a bottle to drink up the pain-reliefing potion.
But after all, that got boring too
So no matter what happens, I couldn't give a damn or too.
The portal has been past 'til the point of no return.
No more lines to cross no more bridges to burn.
Now when your blindly death-raying blade
Swept my griefs and tears away.
I'd never go back to cross that line.
I cross my heart and hope to die...
-0. Follow the reaper
~
The faint blaze of the candle
of my life, slowly dying
like a fire in a pouring rain.
No sparks of hope inside,
no shooting stars on my sky.
On broken wings, no flying high...
Another night, another demise...
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I'll let the wind blow out the light
cuz it gets more painfull Every Time I Die.
Out of strength to fight,
I cannot take another night.
Can't take it no more.
Lust of light slips through my fingers
like blood on my arms.
Black candle wax has buried me...
Another night, another demise...
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I'll let the wind blow out the light
cuz it gets more painful Every Time I Die.
-0. Everytime I die
~
They say drinking is a way to die
But at the end... Dying is a way to drink
Unquenchable thirst burns you inside
The ruins of already burnt out mind
Inexhaustable craving for something
You're already crying
Degenerate drunk with a razor blade
Strung out spilling your own blood
Exterminate scars already made
Ready for another drink, can you wait?
Detoxing, here come the withdrawals
whispering Maybe you've gone too far
Deep within things are getting hot
Can't deny, take another shot
Blooddrunk - Wasted again
Inside, all the pain will fade
Blooddrunk - You call me insane
Degenerate bloodrunk with a razor blade
Degenerate drunk with a razor blade
Strung out spilling your own blood
Exterminate scars already made
Ready for another drink, can you wait?
Blooddrunk - Wasted again
Inside, all the pain will fade
Blooddrunk - You call me insane
Degenerate bloodrunk with a razor blade
-0. Blooddrunk
~
I see the candle light burning in your
eyes, flaring up my eyes in flames
On this pitch-black summer night...
of passion and pain
The razor caressed my flesh
and my arms turned red, I feel a vast desire
Years of pain are flowing down my arms.
Sweet, red, warm stream you drink, make me released
Give me your hand, let me make you feel the ease,
in the bed of razors we bleed together...
I feel the fire burning in my heart,
I see it sparkling in your eyes
The blaze you're feeding more and more
The razor caressed your flesh and your arms turned red.
I feel your vast desire
Tearing pain is flowing down your arms.
Sweet, red, warm stream I drink to make you released
Holding your arms, cherish this composure,
in the bed of razors we sleep together, forever...
-4. Bed of Razors
~
Don't hear, don't deem. Drown in before you dive.
Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive.
I kiss the ground with love beyond forever
Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die
CHORUS: Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
Wake up, don't cry. Regenerate to deny the truth,
The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes.
Disclosure, self loathing. This time you've gone too far.
Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me?
CHORUS: Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
-0. Are you dead yet?
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