Chelsy  

Entry #: 1593

wow this is just freaky. here i am looking for jodi picoult quotes and i find this site. at first i just read the quotes and went onto another screen for some reason but then i read the title of the page. its strange how these things happen. well ive been cutting myself ever since i was 12 in 7th grade and i think ive battle depression ever since 4th even tho i was just diagnoised with it within the past month. a month ago my family found out everything. i havent cut in a month but a day doesnt pass by that i dont look longingly at the razor. every night im crying from the pain and the want of pain that actually makes sense. its so hard. my fam is STILL expecting me to be strong no matter what happens because I for some goddamn reason am the person everyone in my family relies on when this go bad for them because they never realize its always the same for me. im the same during the good moments and the bad moments. my mom once told me i have this face where i look as tho i dont feel anything (this being after she found out) and i told her that was because i was trying to not feel anything. okay wow i didnt expect all that to come out at once. its more than i told anyone. well if anyone would wanna talk to me my AIM is CheLsy4218 and my email is chrystallynn24@yahoo.com

Talif  

Entry #: 1592

If You Need Help Contact Me Im Here 2 Help Even If I Havent Helped Myself Yet

Nikki  

Entry #: 1591

I thought my chances of becoming a musician are gone because I have been hurting myself since I was young. I didn't know I was doing SI until I started cutting myself using a sterile needle with different gauges. I'm a student nurse but I don't want to become a nurse. This world sucks. People are hypocrites.

jennifer  

Entry #: 1590

I am a 30 yr old girl. I have cut for about 15 years. ive been able to stop for a short time but it doesnt last. I feel like cutting when i get sad or mad. i cant seem to help myself.

Kiah 

Entry #: 1589

Hiya! This is an awesome site. la-di-da *jumps rope with razor wire*

Jessica  

Entry #: 1588

Im wondering what starts cutters, or self injury. Im trying to understand. I realize that not every situation is the same, but the real question i have is: If i pierce or want to tatoo for release could that lead me down to the path of cutting or hurting myself?

Jacquelyn  

Entry #: 1587

Great site!

Lori S.  

Entry #: 1586

Awesome site
one of the best ones ive seen
ive self harmed since i was 11 and im 15 now and still struggling with it
but ya im coming back to this site and will give it to friends too who struggle with self harm

Danni  

Entry #: 1585

Ive been SI for a while now, i stopped for a bit but i found no other way to deal with my pain. I hav so much pain in my life i see no way out. everyday i think about kiling myself, i tried once but failed. Im trapped inside my head, ive been diagnosed with depression nd im jst 13. i wanna end my life nd i dunno wat to do. wen i cut myself it always seems theres not enough blood or its not deep enough...and help there? SI is my only way of copin with life

isabelle  

Entry #: 1584

i really love the quotes section! i used to SI, don't anymore thankfully but i'm still depressed and a lot of the quotes still make sense to me. an impressive collection!

Kayla  

Entry #: 1583

Your site is really helpful. I especially like the Song list and the Book list.

melissa  

Entry #: 1582

i am 19 and have not been cuttin myself for very long. it is something that i must keep secret for my boyfriend has had lots of problems in his past including cutting. i began cutting and it is some thing that crazly i love it.. it releaves my pain andger and frustrations. i want to cut all the time but i cant. it is some thing that can be mine.but he wount have it.. i love it b/c it is someting that is mine and is my first happiness that i control and i know would let me down or disapoin me. i dont want anyone to take that from me.i dont have control over things that happen in my life but i do control my cutting that i long to do...

Cat  

Entry #: 1581

I've been SI ing for about 8months. I really don't know how it started or why. I just started burning myself with matches until i couldn;t take the pain anymore or until my whole arm was full of burns. Then i started cutting around x-mas. It didn't seem like that big a deal until my friend came up to me and said something. I get weird looks all the time when people see the scars. I just wish someday people would understand what the scars really mean. People who SI don't do it for attention.

angela  

Entry #: 1580

thank you.
blessings-
a.

Sam  

Entry #: 1579

Nice site you got here. I'm not an SI but I know someone who was (is?) and it was pretty sad seeing those scars.
I like your quotes collection.

rena  

Entry #: 1578

just thankful for the day!!!

Jessie  

Entry #: 1577

I'm 14 and I'v been SI for almost a year and I have tried to quit numerous times. It just makes me feel. And nothing else can.

paige  

Entry #: 1576

Hi Im paige I have been cutting and burning myself for over 2 yrs Im 16 yrs old and at first no one knew then my grandmother found out (I live with her) she threatened to sent me back to my mother if I didn't stop so now I have over 100 cuts on my legs currently from the last 4 days. No one but y closest friends know I write poetry sometimes but it never makes the pain stop only cutting can do that my teachers give me weird looks some of them Im sure know but no one says a word the world is a lonely place when no one wants to listen

Elizabeth  

Entry #: 1575

I have been Cutting, burning, biting, scratching, since i was 10 years old. I have almost died, a few times, the last time less than a month ago, just so anyone knows, it is possible to stop, I have stopped before, i just chose not to continue with it.

Eve, 16  

Entry #: 1574

I had one friend that understood, that could actually get why I SI. Then we went to college, and drited, and I lost her. Now I'm alone. Again. It always ends this way. Just thought I'd put myself out there, because I know people understand, and I kinda need that right now.

Sarah  

Entry #: 1573

I have been self injuring for about five years now. I am addicted to it, and before I wanted to stop but now i don't. It has taken over my life, my thoughts. It's changed me from the inside out. Anyone who has just begun self injuring, I urge you to get help before you wait too long and refuse it.

Rose  

Entry #: 1572

I have never realized there were so many others who SI'd. I have been searching the internet, reading stories from others, it is nice to know there are others, but I am disapointed to hear that there are a few who envy the "dedication" of others, who wish their scars were deeper, etc. This afternoon, I went to a dermatologist for my 4th scar reduction. (older, white scars cannot be helped)
I have not SI'd for 6 years now, ( I am 30) and a few years ago, I started to hate my scars. some have been reduced, and I am looking for a tattoo artist to cover the rest. But, there is hope!! I have no desire to do this now, not even after some of the "triggers" I have recently seen. Remember you are not alone, even if it seems that way, that you have to look out for yourself, and you can recover! you will not always be who you are now, and time does heal many hurts. Rose

heather francis  

Entry #: 1571

I have been cutting since i was 15 i am now 26. I sometimes think that i dont need it but then life starts to crumble and i find my blade it is the only thing that has ALWAYS been there. Why leave the one thing that never left you.

Feel free to contact me.

thanks and peace out

Michon  

Entry #: 1570

I have been hurting myself since I was 21. I know how people who don't want to stop hurting themselves feel. I also don't want to stop.

Moosetracks  

Entry #: 1569

Helllooooo. SH = Jesus.