So climb walls,
Thin my blood now
And I crawl, back to bed now
What the hell, gotta rest
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Aching pain in my chest
Lucky me, now I'm set
Little bug for a pet
New Orleans, gotta get
Pin cushion medicine
Used to be curious
Now the shit's sustenanceSubmitted on Fri, 2010-02-26 09:44 — burgundybabe
So come bite the apple
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I'm run down
Like Sodom to Gomorrah, all dead now
So please stop to laugh, and pity me
My soul means well, but I'm sorry
My skin it is weathered and I'm nervous, yes I am
My future was in my hands till I washed it all away
Washed it all awaySubmitted on Fri, 2010-02-26 09:23 — burgundybabe
VI
Let me start again, here,
where a woman ends.
The wrists were involved.
Also the leg-tops, the delicate skin
of the inner arms,
anywhere she could drag a sharpness
that factors in and out
what she could not change in her life
which was pain.
The steel ratio of pain
to power
being control.
VII
Now ask yourself, as I did,
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why hurt yourself more?Submitted on Thu, 2010-02-04 08:32 — Gabrielle
Postscript.
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Sometimes she would cut herself, then go next door
to the neighbor's house --
a drywall finisher out of work
because this was the recession --
and present her arms to him
shyly, like a girl
in her first prom gown of ruched sateen,
awkward in bows
but with terribly alert eyes.Submitted on Thu, 2010-02-04 08:28 — Gabrielle
Ask the girl with the dirt in her mouth.
Ask the girl who is all poem
now, all shapes between the shapes
she carved into her flesh
like a tattoo artist falling in love.
with what remains un-inked, the border crossings
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and blue edges
and the razor bleeding
in her hand.Submitted on Thu, 2010-02-04 08:25 — Gabrielle
Almost involuntarily (it feels involuntary, to her) she steps or stumbles forward, and the stone pulls her in. For a moment, still, it seems like nothing; it seems like another failure; just chill water she can easily swim back out of; but then the current wraps iteself around her and takes her with such sudden, muscular force it feels as if a strong man has risen from the bottom, grabbed her legs and held them to his chest. It feels personal.
Complete Quote...Submitted on Tue, 2009-12-29 08:07 — Gabrielle
Discomfort is worse than a wound. At least you know where you are with blood. At least other people can see it.
Complete Quote...Submitted on Fri, 2009-12-25 19:25 — Gabrielle
My thoughts are messy, my emotions are messy, my body goes in and out at will. The raised white scars on my arms and legs are the only aspect of my being that comes close to minimalism. They came from chaos, but it is hard to carve frustration and unease into the flesh. Only straight lines.
Complete Quote...Submitted on Fri, 2009-12-25 19:23 — Gabrielle
It's okay
Had a bad day
Hands are bruised from breaking rocks all day
Drained and blue
I bleed for you
You think it's funny, well you're drowning in it too
Everyday it's something hits me all so cold
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Find me sitting by myself, no excuses, then I knowSubmitted on Tue, 2009-12-01 16:26 — Anonymous
Did you hear the distant lie
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Calling me back to my sin
Like the one you knew before
Calling me back once againSubmitted on Tue, 2009-12-01 16:16 — Anonymous