I've been cheating myself for too long.
Living as if, I was going nowhere.
And I know it's wrong,
I've been fighting myself for too long.
I try, really try, to keep my head up high,
And I know it's wrong.
And I should really know better,
But it's been so long;
I know how I feel,
But I'm afraid to show it,
Inside it's so real,
But no one else would know it,
The whole truth and no lies,
Cutting deeper, I can hear my soul cry,
Come on Testify, Come on Testify
I've been lying to myself for too long,
Silence. was my only comfort.
And I know it's wrong,
But I can't change the weather,
It's been too long;
To the friends that I've lost on the way,
To the friends I've been pushing away,
You could say that I've made it,
But I'm Jaded,
And inside I'm falling.
I've been fighting,
Myself for too long.
And I've been hating,
Myself for too long.
Popular Culture - Album published by Gabrielle 3 years ago ()
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My name is Gabrielle and I am twenty-eight years old. I began to self-injure at age fifteen -- so nearly thirteen years -- minus a two year period. This website was made to let self-injurers know that they are not alone and to help their friends and family learn more about self-injury and how it affects their loved one.