How to Fix Everything
Sat, 2009-04-04 21:07 — Gabriellethe sharper the edge the cleaner the wound,
so i'll be keeping it dull tonight for i deserve to hurt.
disfigure the outside to show how ruined i am.
there's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel.
there's a pedestal across the room and if i try to climb again,
this time the fall is fatal.
i don't deserve such and easy exit,
so maybe my spine can snap on impact
and i'll have to crawl away.
i'm ready to take that big step, start tearing off the layers i put up;
or is it too late to be anything but what i am?
identify the problem, now let's see if we can fix anything.
just close the door and let me do what i need,
cause it's better for us if you just let me leave.
i'm ready to take that big step, start tearing off the layers i put up;
or is it too late to be anything but what i am?
identify the problem, now let's see if we can fix anything.
how to fix everything...
Loveless Wrists
Sat, 2009-04-04 21:07 — Gabriellewhere... will i be?
when theres pain as far as eyes can see?
stand in line for days and nights
making up lost time
and this is how i feeli'm going to cut these loveless wrists
my head sure hurts today...
take another 20 pills to try and make my troubles go awayi once felt strong
it wouldn't last for long
wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cut my arms with the
biggest knife that i can standwhy waste time
lifting my head
i'll keep it down
save face insteadi once felt strong
it wouldn't last for long
wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cut my arms with the
biggest knife that i can standit's more then i can stand
