barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead
barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside
barely alive cause I'm dead...
fuck
sleepless and I feel this
hopeless within this illness
keep this in the darkness
kill this but I want this
so here I go again tryna know my pain
cut a little deeper but it feels the same
close my eyes and I see the light
wide awake I pretend that I...
will survive. mouth is dry
shed my skin and I don't know why
can't escape cause there ain't no use
I love my self abuse
shameless and I blame this
own this because I chose this
hopeless and I know this
need this but I loathe this
so here I go again tryna know my pain
cut a little deeper but it feels the same
close my eyes and I see the light
wide awake I pretend that I...
will survive. mouth is dry
shed my skin and I don't know why
can't escape cause there ain't no use Read more »
i'm stuck inside my mind it's ugly what i find you think that i'm so kind
this face has got you blind the
little girl will hide so pretty on the outside gonna burn and bleed this
hate is killing me
i stay awake till three i'm drownin in my sleep i know the flesh is weak i
pray my soul to keep i suffocated
with grief this monster will not leave my nightmare's just begun i hate
what iv'e become
cuz you made me to break me
i'm daddy's little girl my mommy's next to me i'd rather kill myself than
go to therapy why won't i shut my
mouth? cuz youv'e got eyes like me why don't you shoot yourself so someone
dies for me mommy!
cuz you made me to hate me
i try to fight but there's no use guess i was built for your abuse bodies
bruised hands are cold vicious
thoughts i can't control shed the demons rid the past slit my wrists so
they ask... what is real? what is fake?
pray to god i don't break
father forgive me, for i have sinned its been 2 weeks since my last
confession
don't tell me what iv'e broken you aint seen nothin yet the glass just left
me swollen it's you i'm gonna get
are you afraid of me? i think you should be i'd rather kill myself than let
you make me bleed i live in misery
and sit there quietly why don't you stab yourself so someone dies for me
mommy Read more »
she is the little bitch her cuts she cannot stitch the blood begins to gush
and now she knows too much she
rapes you with her mind can't leave her past behind invites you with her
eyes destroys you with her...lies
psychopathic, now you ask if things are what they seem reality is all
that's dirty underneath the clean
she loads the empty gun she fucks him just for fun she sucks her thumb to
sleep thre's nothing left to keep
she spits whats in her mouth she rips her insides out she likes to see him
bleed she bites the hand that...
feeds
reality is all the shit that makes me fuckin..scream! "there is no escaping
here"
eenie meenie minie moe what you reap is what you sew if you hollar i will
know can't let it, won't let it
gotta let it go
put on your face pretend to be brave what you don't know won't hurt you
it's too late to be saved feelin so
clean i'm feelin so clean take another look cuz things are not what they...
i don't wanna be clean
